I get bored so easily lately... I don't know... hmm... maybe because I'm not so busy at all... maybe because I'm used to doing all sorts of stuff like of course, studying, going to school and the like... then there's the family business... *sigh*
and I just read the last volume of Tsubasa Chronicles... didn't like the after feel of it but I kinda liked the twists... I didn't expect tat to happen... CLAMP really knows how to make things more than what it seems... though there are some who doesn't like their work... can't blame them... they have their own likes and dislikes...
I wish I could continue my fics.. It's just that, when I face the laptop and go surfing I get so carried away I forget a lot of things... *sigh*
and also, I just read the episode summaries of Kuroshitsuji... the last episode sucks... and I felt like, "I don't wanna read the manga or continue watching the anime", then it hit me... the ending would be tragic anyway since Ciel's soul will be taken by Sebastian in the end since he is fulfilling a contract... so depressing... but the manga is still ongoing... I should be getting used to it by now since I'm immune to spoilers... but well the thrill would disappear... maa...
*sigh* saw something I didn't like in facebook... oh well... you cant help it...
not watching Ranma tonight... don't feel like it and I need to run a virus scan for the laptop... I just downloaded some new songs... mostly by Janne Da Arc and SID... I just love their vocalists voices... *sigh*
anyways, I feel a bit of me is changing in some aspects... I'm not so dure though... oh well...
that for today...
just like that huh? - eri-kun
shut up... I don't feel like writing much today... - eriol
gwah~ sorry I didn't post last night... been out all day and got so tired and wanted to go to sleep right away...
man... Ranma 1/2 really wakes up my imagination... makes me wanna write a RanmaxAkane, Ranma-otokoxRanma-onna, Ranma-onnaxRyoga fic... XDD
now that I think about it, everything Ranma does is for Akane's sake, he just doesn't realize it or doesn't want to admit it... and sometimes Ryoga has to mess with it but there are times that he cooperates with Ranma... the same goes for Akane... they wouldn't get jealous over each other for nothing... ah those guys...
tomorrow's the release of our grades... gonna go to school tomorrow, ask for a scholarship, get the grades, ask if we could reserve a slot for the next semester and ask for the expenses... *sigh*
and here I am again fantasizing ranma... haha... well you can't blame me... the series is so good... the plot is nice and the characters are cool... I just discovered that the creator of Ranma 1/2 is also the creator of Inu-Yasa, Takahashi Rumiko, and I call myself an otaku... I was just a bit lazy researching so I kinda missed some details... ahaha! and I'm oozing with ideas for new fanfics...
hey... shouldn't you be working on your current fics? - eri-kun
you can't blame me... I have a serious writer's block problem when it comes to continuing it... - eriol
and you call yourself a writer... you can see her fanfic works HERE - eri-kun
ugh... well, frustrated writer if thats what you wanna call it... - eriol
anyways, like I said before, I'm watcing Ranma again from the top... though I wanted to watch the original Japanese dub... but there's only english dub on youtube and I'm hoping to find Japanese dub for download... and also, it's produced by Studio DEEN... no wonder some of the pictures show some resemblance to Rurouni Kenhsin's picture arts... I love their style...^^
pairings? Ranma and Akane is still my solid favorite... Ranma-onna(female) and Ryoga is cute too for fanfics...^^ Ukyou and Ranma would look good together too... I just don't like Shampoo and Kodachi... dun like their personality... oh well...
that would be all for this day... I'm gonna hit the sack later...
my brother was really annoying last night... it was already late and he was still searching something under his bed... and what really annoys me is that he troubles himself so much with the lights out... so I couldn't sleep right away... urgh... I told him he can search in the morning but he still continued... what I did, I took my blanket and pillow and slept downstairs in the sofa...
well, I didn't have much trouble sleeping... I'm used to sleeping in uncomfortable places since we used to go out of town a lot... going to my grandparents', friends' town or something... so I'm pretty used to sleeping in sofas, on the floor, etc...
Ranma 1/2 is hitting me anew... ahaha! well, because our local TV station started airing it again and I fell in love with Ranma all over again... XD *is currently watching the first episode again on youtube <insert disclaimer>*
today was kinda tiring... I went to school and signed my cleaance... all I have to d now is just wait for the release of our grades... it's on friday so I have a lot waiting to do...
2 weeks without anything to do, except for doing the house chores and, is really boring... good thing we got our internet connected before that... problem solved...^^
well then... to give additional things with what happened to me the past year, we moved to a new town out of the city... we rented an "apartment" for a few months before we settled in our own house... met new neighbors, friends and unlikely people who, we don't know why they have such attitude... they're everywhere...
I didn't end up in the school I wanted but I don't mind a lot... the profs are nice... the school's staffs are nice, except for a few... I learned new stuff thanks to one of our profs, who is also our adviser, and doesn't mind sharing what he has learned... I really like his personality... he's easy to approach and friendly... so are the other profs...
I don't like some of my classmates, though we're not really at odds with each other, I can talk and approach them normally, unlike my classmates back in high school and elementary... well, thanks to them said HS and elem classmates, because I've learned some life's lessons and how to control myself or, let's see, something like handling "relationships" with other people... a bit of something relating to "psychology" I think... and I've also matured a bit I guess...
my wisdom tooth's already sprouting out... my mom said something about "responsibility"... I forgot the word but she looked teasing when she said that...
well, Ive been really busy with a lot of things... like, studying... I'm in college now... and the first sem has already ended... then, almost a year without internet is kinda boring... you get the picture? but we now have connection but the downside is that it's kinda slow... oh well...
I still have my problematic writer's block and still couldn't continue with my fics... *sigh* so troublesome...
did I mention we already moved to a new place? well, we've finally settled in our own new house... met new people... I met new friends... and they're nice... except for a few... those kind of people never runs out in this world...
haa... so tired... still depressed... I made this quote a few nights before because of my depression...
"It's quite disappointing... You like someone yet you can't tell him/her what you really feel... Then you end up seeing him/her with somebody else... You'll say, "If I told him/her what I feel towards him/her, then would I be the one by his/her side?"
heck... my mind just pops random things... oh well... I feel nauseous... argh... I've been out the whole day... still, the place we went in just reminded me more of my depression... so it didn't really left my mind... -sigh- what is happening to me?? should I do this or not?? argh!! enough!
Kazu Eri This is where I reveal most of my feelings... No hard feelings for those who will read this... You've stepped in here and so you saw it... If you're a friend of mine... Leave a message on the tagboard... This is Eriol by the way...
